ok i reckon i shld blog since i havent blogged for two days.

it's so boring. right now i gotta find a way to entertain myself while the two boys (sano n wil) r stuck in the rm watching soccer. was pretty bored today actually. fetched wil frm work and before that i was stuck in his rm by myself. me n the tv. yes, hallmark chnnl and it's boring the shit out of me. i was stuck in the rm for one and a half hr. den i brushed up, wore a singlet and wil's oversize 3/4 pants n went out. caught a few ppl starin at me. guys mainly. duno if i too slack or like too boy or duno wad. i luv my nails. lol apparently everyone else who saw it likes it too. i even gav my fren karen and online lesson. i talk, she paint. LOL tues gotta paint shaikha's nail too. i'm not sure if it's just me or am i too slack? last year i definitely had more time to do my projects but i was totally stressed out. this year i had a GREAT grp, great members and i'm so relaxed. then again, it is relax or issit over confidence slack? i think it's more of the first one. i do see ourselves proceeding and lecturers confirmed to us abt it since they commented abt other classes havent even completed certain stuff. i went to anchor pt alone juz nw in the afternoon while wil was using the comp. bought packet noodles (mee pok) and a can of braised peanut, and spicy pork cubes. oh yes, marigold grape pudding. HEH. they've got the peter pan magnet cards. OOO luv the boy hahahha but the grape flavoured one dun haf the boy!!! they onli got the picture of wendy n the boy one is in the longan flavour!!! so i swopped them. hahahahahahha opps? guess no one caught me. anyway who cares abt the card as long as i paid for the pudding right? wilfred said i look prettier!!! bwahahaha. he has bcome more loving. strange hahahaha yest bryan n meimei came over to his hse. meimei wanted to use the gym. ok i juz heard the boys shout GOAL! wil was like "oh my god goal." then came sano's voice "GOAL!!!!" *roll eyes* boys.

and oh yes as i was saying, meimei wanted to use the gym so me n bryan wil juz hung out in the gym n talk cock. after awhile, we went out to the poolside to chat. meimei n bryan juz cant stop bickering haahhaha owaz bickering non stop. wil dl the ringtone of the song found in the sony ericsson commercial where u hav a girl singing in japanese? yeah dat one and it's really nice n cute. bryan likes it alot too. while we were chatting over at the poolside i was noticing some japanese lil children running around and playing. one lil boy and two lil girls. they are all of the same sizes! hahahaha reaaaaaally adorable and japanese kids are so much smaller in size compared to singaporean kids of the same age. the boy is v cute haha his action all damn cartoon esp after .....alrite i juz heard a combined ARGHHHHH comin frm the rm. no idea wads dat supposed to mean. yah i was saying, the boy was v cute esp when he dropped the hp on the flr accidentally. after he dropped it he picked it back up and listened to it then plop! he sat on the ground inspecting it. a jap lil girl ran along and he stopped her n they were chatting some stuff and the girl's reaction was v cute too. heh. i'm gonna stay over at wil's hse for another two more days. whee! ok i'll go grab some pudding nw. ^^

CNY photos - try to find urself. it's mingled up -___-;;

I had a great weekend and now it's time to buck up for my studies n projects ^^

things are going find and the outing on saturday for twit n coolie was a success i would say!! took quite a number of pics but haha this time round i can't quite show all of you the pics. only those who went gets it. ~_~ paiseh.

thursday after my CNY visiting over at my aunt's place n went on down to meet up wif wilfred at night. he wanted me to stay over but i hear my dad voice over the phone like so sad lidat so i decided not to. (anyway i'll be stayin over frm fri til sun) haha

wilfred actually wanted to go out with his friends on saturday night. pubbin till quite late but then he changed his mind on friday and told me he wanted to spend more time with me ^^ so happy. we went n watch peter pan dat day and the movie was good!!! the 'peter pan' is very charming. i was tellin wil how handsome the boy would become next time when he grows up. very charming smile and attractive eyes. ^^ wendy was alittle simple hahaha but the cast is very cute and hilarious. oh yes i forgot to mention, hahah while we were queuing up for the tickets we bumped into iman at cine too hahaha and she was about to watch the school of rocks. i bought a new skirt dat day! but drats is it when i found out i don't have something decent to match with it hahaha shall go shop for something to match it.

alright comp is making siren noises again. shall do this entry quick and off the comp.

sat we had our outing as planned and surprise surprise was it!! sabrina (twit) actually came!!! and although ppl like kero didn't come and james too but others unexpected ppl like wendy came so we have about 13 ppl turning up for the outing!!! really cool. had lunch over at BK and then karaoke-ed at cuppage there. ^^ all was goood. me, bryan, meimei went o'er to wil hse to chill out till quite late before the two kids went back home.

sunday was a day to slaaaaaaaaack! alrite finish. siren is driving mum nuts.

WISHING YOU ALL A HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

am still at home now hahaha wilfred already visited two places!! cos my family only visit all together one shot at my uncle's house so we don't usually set off very early. in fact if you're too early you'll end up being very bored and alone in the house hahahaa alritey! will update you guys on wad happens later! cyaaaaaa have fun!!

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you guys definitely should check this website out! it's so cute n cool!
note: pictures are done in PIXELS. dot by dot! cool!!!

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this are some of the gif files i downloaded from the webbie. damn cute hahahaha



And here's another very outstanding website.

this is the file i downloaded from here. there are lots more others which i downloaded lah but this is one of the latest work. haha nice!

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i think i added this pic before but i think it's v cool so i decided to show it again.



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just got home from muh uncle's hse. was havin reunion dinner.

uncle = bryan's father

haha

my aunts are there too... food wasn't too bad haha alot of food instead. only thing not so nice perhaps is, not much of a soup lah all they keep doing is add water =____=;; lolz i'm damn tired now.. can't wait to go to bed n hug my dear bolster. tml is another day and ANG POWS HERE I COME!!!! heheheh can wear the new mango top i bought! oh yes i didn't say. yest me n mum went shopping. bought 3 tops. two from ocean pacific, one singlet and one t-shirt. i love the t-shirt man! hahaha like the design. den after that bought one more off shoulder top from mango. SALE lah lolz muz be smart.

kero called me in the afternoon. he is prolly going for the outing we're havin at orchard this sat. i'm still trying to get bryan to go. i miss wilfred. haha not much people seems to be online today. so boring. c how la~ if got take new pictures i'll upload them! ^^

*SLAM SLAM CPU*

SHUT UP YOU STUPID MACHINE N STOP MAKIN SIREN NOISES!!!!!!!

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

*goes crazy*

*plucks out a few chunk of hair*

WHEE BUM. lolz!!

this~~~~~ the season to be jolly falalalala~~~ lalalala~~~~~!

good day today. nope! no special encounters no special occasion. JUZ PLAIN GOOD MOOD! weeee

been ages since i behaved this way! am gonna go out of da hse! n shop for comics!!!! hahahahaha am gonna stop letting myself get controlled by those HORRID HORRID booby negative thinking! YESH got riiiiiid of them all! *kill kill bad thoughts*

instead of crouching in my chair and missing wilfred and hav all sorts of chest tighening icky feeling i'm bubbly and wan to go out n jumpin ard the hse, makin funny faces at the mirror! cool. hehehehehe

sometimes...... i like jeremy cos he is v drama n funny. but sometimes. i cant help but hate the things he say. very hurting. cos of that sharp mouth he has, if he wants to be sacarstic his tongue can be as wicked and sharp as a blade. sometimes cos i havent totally gotten over some stuff in the pasts that will lead me into paranoia.... or stuff... and of course i do not wish to be reminded of it nor do i like people to alwayz be negative about my relationship..... but sometimes..... wad jere says does hurt alot. first day of school i came back feeling fine. feeling good. was pretty ok with my r/s though still trying to adapt to comin back to sch and facin the stress of projects then something jere said led me into becoming a emo and paranoid freak. it took me so long to calm back down. today, he did it again. but thank goodness, i finally got over it and decided not to let it affect me. wil cares abt it and dat's all that matters. he is pretty nice to call me today n stuff to chat with me and last night he was being very sweet. all's well.

i won't be able to meet up with him till friday! argh haha... cos of CNY.
i met jaime in school today.

well we stayed back (my grp) after school today to discuss about our projects. i'm still waiting for shaikha to come online. haiz dat stupid girl. my back is aching argh..... ok i'll stop here for today. although i juz hung up with wilfred a few minutes ago, i'm missing him already hahahaha cya guys.

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stomach ache. RAR RAR.

ok i had a pretty bad start for this week... and yesterday as in saturday, and i was uneasy all the while even though i'm staying over at wilfred's place. he was behaving strangely. like.... cold. or something near there. like affectionate yet distant. hm anyway thank god things turned back normal today. after we went down to choa chu kang, his old house area, and went LOT1 to walk ard... visited his old hse.... bumped into sano n sano's dad.... ate at ntuc foodfare etc... he was more bubbly and became more like the wilfred i'm used to and comfortable with. i had a great time with him while we returned home. it felt great. while we were at his old house, the floor is wickedly dirty!!!!!! we both had extremely dirty feet.

Dirty Feet Pics

p.s look out for the pic with me n wil sitting on the flr n u can see our BLACK feet.

terrible huh! hahaha

yesterday, Terry was baptised. quite cool watching all these but i didn't expect there to be a session.. u know the father talking n stuff... haiz. free thinker me. but then out of respect, i juz clapped along n listened along. -___-;;;

tml n wed got lecture. besides that i pretty much have the whole week off from sch. wednesday gonna go hav reunion dinner over at bryan's hse. hope everything goes well. thursday go "bai nian", meaning visiting. mum bought me this new top which.... i duno whether to like it or hate it hahahaha.... like nice yet very ah mah. jia lat. giv me ur comments pls.

here goes


and did i say earlier on that wil bought a new bed post n comp shelve? well here r the pics i took of them yesterday nite.

COMP SHELVE


BED POST


okie dokie, that's all for today. sch sux lol too bad. gotta return to sch tml. haiz haiz. nitez all

alritey got the presents frm japan!!!

note: i hav phobia for human-form dolls.

and i've gotten TWO frm my friend in japan!!!! the idea is sweet and the dolls are nice.. one boy one girl... but i'm keeping them in the plastic bag first.. cos human form dolls gives me the chills.. but i'm v grateful for the present and she even wrote a short letter for me!! ^^

DOLLS
PACKAGE
LETTER

suddenly........wilfred decides to french me. Wad The Heck!?

lol epitomy of randomness.

juz got home not long ago. was out with terry and jeremy for supper. we sorta discussed about this earlier on this afternoon in school but end up sureen can't make it and cos me, terry n jere live nearby, going all the way to hougang to get shaikha was abit troublesome so we tot we could arrange another day for dat. todae, it's just hanging out in the neighbourhood. terry msged me askin me if it's ok to come pick me up at about 10 plus. i asked my mum lolz so my mum raised the topic to my dad and i pretend as if i duno wads going on. den i turned back armchair to an angle where my dad cant see me (chair back facing him) and signalled to my mum the "ok" hand sign. she grinned. HEHz. mission impossible made possible!

i was on the phone with wilfred till about 9:45pm. then we hung up. i had a very nice conversation with him. i left to go downstairs to meet terry soon after that. we drove off to tampines, safra there to pick jere up. terry wear until v slack sia hahahaha singlet n pants. like uncle lidat. actually i oso quite slack lah lolz t-shirt and pants oso.... hahaha all oversized one. den while on the road i was chattin with terry about some stuff which i tot i'll skip. earlier in the afternoon i wanted to chat with him abt some of my probs. den i didn't so i tot no nid liao. end up tonite had the chance hahaha and he asked me abt it. so we chatted about my probs for awhile. den he was asking me some questions and all.... somehow i felt better answering him. i'm sure of my answers and i don't feel paranoid about it. no doubt i am nervous in some way or another. but that chat led me to know that i really do appreciate and treasure the relationship i have with wilfred.

when we went in and looked for jeremy, me n terry discussed a lil` about our projects. i learnt some new stuff from him. he is a very resourceful and capable guy.

when jeremy was done with his bowling, we left to have supper at kim's. we had $8 worth of hokkien mee hahaha and terry is fried pork lard addict man! lolz took alot of pork lard. tsk tsk altho i had my fair share of eating it hahahahaha

we chatted about jere's prob, mine, terry..... stuff.. about wad kinda woman suits terry as a wife... jere's r/s problems.. our perceptions in life..... and soon, it was twelve plus so we decided to head back home. hahahaha it was a good trip afterall and i really enjoyed myself although it was just a very simple trip.

Maybe tonite (11pm+) i'll be going for supper with jere, terry, shai n sureen. see how. lolz projects for year three is tough man.... after attending lectures i feel like dying hahahaha but luckily i'm not as stressed out like last year. although i dread the projects cos it's even tougher than last year becos i hav gd team members i'm not too stressed out abt it. hopefully we'll do fine in it.

i haven't done CNY (chinese new year) shopping sia. haha cant find any nice tops yet. dun wan to spend unecessarily juz cos it's CNY. i'll only pick something if i like it alot. i bought new lipstick hahaha keeps callin it lip plumpy hahaha wanted to put it on wilfred even. den got a new bluish eye shadow frm esprit. now i think if i ever see esprit havin that 50% discount on their products again esp eye shadows, i'll definitely b there to scoop the deal. lol cos normal prices r juz too expensive for ME. cos I DUN LIKE TO SHOP. and the stupid thing is so freakin expensive @ normal price.

i'm nw count downing to the time wilfred can leave his camp till the time i can call him to chat. i'm missing him already. haiz shucks. i forgot to buy calling card for mel teo yet. opps? i think she's probably boiling and wanting to kill me already. a japan online friend of mine sent me something again. haven't received it yet. i think i better go shop for something to send her too. paiseh receiving her gifts all the time hahahaha

i just submitted my report n log bk and everything else that needs to be submitted today.
(fyi: deadline is actually nxt mon, 12th jan. hahaha)

okok fine i'm kiasu. lol everyone else is still rushing their report but jere n mike n yk they all are pretty much done already.
shaikha seems pretty stressed out. hope everything turns out fine for the rest of us.

i brought bbq pork to sch todae and wanted to share with my frens
but guess i end up forgetting about it hahaha so i'll share it with wilfred later.
dad keeps being buggy about me getting new year clothes altho i noe he's just doting on me.
keeps offering me money to go buy new year clothes but i dun c the nid for it
so i keep delaying it hahahaha dun wan to waste his money.
i'm gonna go get some new cosmetics tho lolz
sick of my eyeshadow colour which i've been using for damn long already.
(cos i onli have ONE colour) hahaha....

many things happened this week and it was fun actually.
most of the same ol' ppl came for lectures everyday so we get to go out for lunch n hang out together quite abit
and surprisingly, both mike n jere turned up for most of the lectures!! hahahah i even got a ride to sch by terry along with jere.
nice car hehe. i get teased very often by the stupid terry abt some pvt joke we had last time -___-
and nw it has been a year and he is still teasing me abt it and it has manifested into yk n pat n jere joining in and teasing me.
*slaps head*

had a few tots running thro my mind previously. jotted them dwn in a word doc so dat i could refer back and reflect next time.
mebbe i'll post them up sometime ltr. projects given to us this sem is mad. mad mad mad and no other words to describe it.
very tough hahaha but ok lah i hav terry in my grp this year so not so stressed. he is v resourceful and a thinker.
his sem is a reallie fast sem. submission deadlines are in march! and soon, april and i'm a poly grad. time flies huh?
soon it's gonna be 3 years in poly and i'm off to thinking abt wad to do next for my future.

ok guess i'll stop here for now and let wilfred use the comp. i'm trying to be stronger each day and be less dependent on him
as in, even if he's not ard me physically, i shldn't owaz be so paranoid. i must be strong.
jere said something todae. wilfred doesn't deserve me. ~_~ but mike told him to shut up lol anyway dat's wad he thinks.
then he said another thing tho. so long as i'm happy it's fine.

just found this pic from the pucca website hahaha tot it was kinda cute.



BUT!

this is definitely my favourite!!!! haahhah so damn cute. three blind mice!

alritey. my sims r v horny lol cos nw, they have 5 kids. 3 girls and two boys.

SIM CHILDRED N DAD

alrite. school was crappy as usual but i like my timetable hahaha can go home early. latest class only ends at four at the most. sucky part is how fast paced this year's curriculum is and our projects are due on march!!!!!! can u believe it? i have like....... 4 or 5 projects!?!? and lecturers juz luv makin us feel sick by tellin us abt the projects all at once in the first week....

i'm done with my sip report. most of my classmates are trying to rush thro n finish it.

but strange enough this sem, me n my classmates and gd ol' frens seem closer than ever and i enjoyed the times spent together going to lectures together and hav lunch together. and as usual, i have alot of jesting and been made fun of plenty of times by stupid terry n jeremy and now even the stupid yk is joining in. -____-

hm.. i've been enjoyin the conversations i have with wilfred nowadays. we spend less time together because of his work and my school but then again we manage to find time to talk for at least one hour on the phone everyday and it has been really enjoyable talking with him haha mad convos we had. alrite. i'll go rest n prepare some notes.

oh yes, brought mum to singtel shop to look at the hp i like.... my SGH-E700A!!!! lolz

*parkway got ya kun!!!!!* (drools)

i probably din realise till yesterday on how much i sigh.

i sigh alot.

every like couple of minutes later i start sighing. was on the phone with jeremy helping out with his report. then i kept sighing and jeremy was like "why u sigh! stop sighing" lolz guess that was when i started realising dat i sigh an awful lot.

so boring.

boring!!!!!

sitting here doin nothing. waiting for time to pass till it's right for me to go out n fetch wilfred. missing him. damn bored at home. not that i rather have classes or what..... so little people online for me to chat with.

haiz.

i'm probably the online one cant view my own blog. stupid shit errors.

haiz

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for some strange reason i can't access to my blog properly. i just end up at the login page of blogger. oh wadever.

today is the start of a new semester. last actually. for my final year in poly.
don't know what i'll end up doing when i graduate. if i hav the cash, maybe do uni?
but currently, i don't have the cash.

i'm missing wilfred as usual.
how to describe today? pretty fun meeting up with all classmates of course. took the trip to sch in a bus with jeremy and terry and talked all the way. then we alighted and met up with yk as he is walkin dwn frm his blk and 4 of us walked to sch. saw lotsa new and old faces and bet those freshies and yr 2 would be starin at all the year three(s) that finally returned hahahaha kinda feels weird being in year three now. so fast and 2 n a half year hath passed.

lotsa things happened within this few years of my life.
alot.

friends that i've made and friends that i've seen dat came and go.
my relationship and what have been through was amazing too.
all the new experiences.. the new faces.. new places..
introduction to a new chapter of my life.
family stuff.
school stuff.

new year resolutions?
never made any.
don't intend to anyhow.
just live my life and hopefully, the way i want to.

if things can move smoothly for you, i'm grateful enough.
this sem, it was fun chatting up with shai n jere n terry sitting next to me in the same ol' lecture hall.
as usual, listening to the lecturers crapping.
luckily we had vincent ng as our tutor instead of the dreaded boh tye joon or however u spell his name.
he's even using that ugly pencil case. bet he stole it frm his kid.

then after lec we continued chilling out and catching up at the design sch canteen. really had fun.
chatted alot and also, discussed about regrouping n stuff.
i managed to get terry into my group this year.
that is one very cool news. glad he agreed.

this year's subject seems really tough and a whole new subject.
jeremy seems v enthu haha but i hope that enthu stays. i'm happy with my current grp with terry n jere n shai with me. all the old friends and ppl whom i'm v comfortable working with. i'll be less stressed out and happier. final year. let it be something spectacular and memorable.

jeremy seriously SLIMMED DOWN a whole damn lot and i seriously mean a whole damn lot. and of cos i get many comments frm shai n others like huisan n all saying that i slimmed dwn too. shai keeps saying that i became smaller. lolz hope my breast dun get smaller though hahahaha i just want to be happy.

i want things to go well and i want my love with wil to stay strong as ever. peace to 2004 and gd luck to all yeah? *smiles*

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOR 2004 EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!

wishin u all, all the best in wadever you do for the year 2004 and GOOD LUCK, GOOD DAY! BE HAPPY! *muackz muackz*